Why I haven't been posting lately and brief updates

One-Eyed Doll-New Orleans

I haven't been posting because my computer crashed three weeks ago.  I haven't posted in December because there was really nothing to post about.

X-mas went well.  Drank whiskey (and fucking choked with water in my eyes and all!).  Drank Shock Top (YUM!!!!!!! Going to be buying this for now on!) and then watched TNBC.  Wasn't planned or anything.  It was already on Netflix. 

I got like three or four striped stockings (none of them b/w!).  I got two plastic cups with a cover top and straw.  I got a tiny bag (don't now what I'm going to put in).  Two Jack (from TNBC) t-shirts. 

Brother got my headphones (the good kind! He even wrote "I LOVE YOU CRYSTAL <3" on the box.  Mom threw it away.   

That's it. 

I expected and wanted the cups (So, I don't have to fucking drop it when I'm in bed or my nephew when he's jumping about), headphones and stockings. 

I didn't expect (and want) that other stuff.  I think the bag was like a dollar or something.  Why would I want that?

New Years was okay too.  Did some shots.  It was cool.

And two weeks later, my computer crashed. 

Lost six chapters and music.  I can get the music again.  No big deal.  The chapters...I can not get back.  So, I have to whip out the words from my memory.

I'll write what happened in the chapters in my "Vampiress" blog.

Bethany introduced me to a new band (One-Eyed Doll).

Bethany and I are more than friends thanks to DarkSpiral who suggested we "date already". 

That's when Beth and I realized we had more feelings than friendship. 

She's quite a looker.  I can see her with me (OH WHUUUUT! Was that confidence?!?!?!?!?)

:P

I'm so fucking happy that 2012 is done and over with.  The only thing that came out of it was Emilie Autumn releasing a new CD after seven fucking years.  And I graduated High School. 

2013 will be MY fucking year! Why? Because I'm going to publish my novel.

Lucky 13!!!!!

Collide-Letting Go

First poem written FOR ME :D

Done! ^.^ It may not be the best, but I'm rather impressed with it myself. And you better catch the little bit at the end. lol

May I present to you, the first ever poem written all for you.

Perfect Night
Lying under a tall tree
Bathing in the pale moonlight
Finally here alone with you
This is a perfect night

My hand creeps across the grass
Searching for another to hold
Then I feel our fingers entwine
And our heartbeats increase tenfold

We both move in even closer
Our lips finally making contact
Without paper and without ink
Signing a nonverbal contract

Lost to a temporary euphoria
That neither of us wants to end
Gone to a heaven from which
We never wish to descend

Through actions alone we speak
Never questioning their meaning
Just one simple sentence is needed
Are you still breathing?

Tired of my Oracle deck

Jen Foster-Taken

Once I get my own room (won't happen until later this year), I'd be doing things much more and freely.

So, that's on hold.

Oh and I just purchased The Tarot Of Vampyres. The seller e-mailed me back, saying it was out of stock.

So I looked at the "Used" section and then found a new seller with product info. It stated that it wasn't used or opened. Even still has the shrinkwrap! But the box is dented. From what the reviews I've read up on, the box isn't really worth anything.

*Squeals* I bought it! It's $16.99

A bit more than .64 but it's still under $20-30

I'm going to get my very first tarot deck!

I don't know, I'm just tired of my Shadows & Light deck.  I love it and it's so fucking errily accurate but I want a more darker deck.

The artwork is a bit dark but I want it darker (and the language of the guidebook is too...light for me) like vampires!

And from what I've read of the guidebook (and people talking about it), it's just what I am looking for.

Jen Foster-Ordinary Girl

Will possibly be opening a new section

Evanescence-Taking Over Me

I've been consindering opening up a new Blog.  And that blog will deal with my Daily Tarot/Oracle readings.

But I haven't using my oracle cards daily.  I think it's because my mom always has the TV on in the room (the room is my Sanctuary) and I need it to be quiet and no distractions.  Which is also why I haven't been doing Yoga.

 Melissa Ferrick-Drive

This customer service chick named "Missy  N." from Amazon, fucking rocks!

Asked for her advice on buying two items.  And she suggested I tell my mom that's it's a "balance" on those two purchases. 

Balance, meaning in price.  I mean, The Tarot Of Vampyres is like $30 in Barnes And Noble!

Why the fuck am I going to pay $30 (plus fucking tax! and then I'm probably gonna go get something to drink because I get thirsty after being in there) when I could just pay $$12.65 (Order Total: $16.64 at check-out!) for it?

Common sense.  So, whatever.  I'm going to get it.  I just need to get a reply from the seller if the item comes with the deck.

As for the CD, I could just wait.  Don't need a CD like pronto! It would be nice to have music to go with it but it's not that urgent.

I won't get a book because she said no.  Plus, I need to finish all the other 3 books first.  I just...don't like to read when my mom is in the room.  I need it to be really quiet.  Excluding music.

And look, I got an e-mail from her (it happens when you chat with someone.  They have to e-mail you).

She states:

I do wish you all the luck in the world with your Mom. I hope she understands your reasons for what you want and need.

So, that's sweet ^.^

The music I can hold off on.  At LEAST until I get my own room.  And I can hold off on the posters too.

So, I'm gonna get a movie now.