Bundle of nerves

Evanescence-My Immortal

I tried being put to sleep.  But he said that there is a chance I might not wake up.  I told my mom this and she laughed.  Laughed!

<.<

Mom informed me on Monday that on Wednesday, I'm having surgery.

I felt surprised but I shrugged it off.  I figured it would fully hit me on Tuesday.

And boy, did it!

I'm kind of worried about the incision.  They assured me that I'm not going to feel anything but still, there's still that worry.

I'm worried of hearing the Doctors speaking about cutting and "give me this and give me this".

No one wants to hear that shit.

I read somewhere that you can bring in your mp3 player.  I mentioned it to mom and she said it was stupid.

Whatever.

If I am allowed to listen to my mp3 player, I'll play some Lee Blaske.

In fact, I'm going to bed right now and I might just listen to his music before drifting off to sleep (hopefully!).

I'm talking to Bethany and she's calming me down.  Distracting me and yet being supportive.

Love her.  Oh, so much.  

I think I finally found my Morticia Addams ^.^

So, I'm going to head off to bed now.  Get this shit over with.  Hopefully, the Dr or nurses will let me bring in my mp3 player and hopefully they will walk me through the procedure.

Mom is up and I should probably go to bed.

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