So, I'm not seeing a therapist. My mom won't help me find one. I was supposed to see one like two month ago (remember this?) but she never called me back and never answered my calls.
So, fuck her.
So, how can I find my footing on my own, with no outside help. Is that even fucking safe?
I don't want to drown, I want to find someplace dry and safe.
I'm not getting a therapist anytime soon. I'm painfully aware of that. I have no friends (also painfully aware and I am trying to convince myself that I do not need friends and that I'm better off) to actually hang out with and talk.
Online, yeah. I suppose.
Bethany and I won't be talking until August (which is when I'll be moving and hopefully be in such better spirits!). I'm trying to deal with that.
I'm currently looking for things to help me lead me to drylands.
Hopefully a mermaid and let's hope she's fucking nice and not thirsty.
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