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Evanescence-What You Want

Last night, my nephew told me that at night he would sometimes wake up and hear sucking noises.

My sister isn't paying rent (ever since we confronted her about her fake shit) and she brings home a guy. 

And he sometimes stay over. 

It angers me when he comes over.  I like to wear nightgowns.  And this is the only nightgown I have and it has a rip on the side and on the buttcheek part.

It fucking pissed me off when he told me that.  It didn't surprise me because she did that to me when I was a little girl.  She would fuck her BF in the other room and she scream loudly and bang on the wall.  I would get scared and I actually thought he was hurting her.  One night, I was hungry and I wanted her to make me something and I walked in on them. 

And then one time, she slept in the living room with me.  I slept on the couch and she slept on a bed on the floor.  His ass came over and in just minutes, I would hear my sister moan softly and then there would be soft kicks on my sofa.

I think I started singing out loud or in my head. 

And now that she is doing that to her own SON, it fucking pisses me more!!!

Evanescence-The Change